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Growing Old

Growing old is a natural phenomenon. Every living organism has to progress through it, and so do us. We start off as a baby, grow as a child and teenager, take up responsibilities as an adult and finally go back to being a baby when we are too old. But there are transitions in between - where we are transiting from one stage to another stage of life. Sometimes it might make a parent happy to see their child growing into an adult and taking up responsibilities, and sometimes it might make it hard for a person to realise and accept the fact that their parents are growing old. I am in between the same. While my parents are finally happy that I have somewhat made it and started a life of my own (at least as an eligible bachelor) after nearly two years of post-engineering struggle for clarity and unemployment, it gives me a little pain to realise and accept that my parents have started growing old. I remember there was a time, not more than five years ago, when I did not have this f...

Seven Pints Down - The Broken Heart

The Agony One thing Ice Bear's friends had always been saying to him is to "chill"  since all the feelings were just one-sided and that he would easily get over. NO! It is not easy.  For any regular relationship breaking, there is at least one very clear thing - that there were feelings from both ends. Both did receive some amount of love back. This is where the worst part lies - there is no receiving back. It is difficult! For Ice Bear, he is even more numb to realise that this has happened to him for the second time! And what he does? Just cry to sorrow . What more? It is many-a-times clearly visible on the face of Ice Bear that he is not okay. And whenever he tries to open up to Panda just to share his grief, Panda realises this and tries to avoid any communication till Ice Bear settles down to "normal" . Once known for his cool, Ice Bear is turning into something he never thought of. He has been expressing emotional and verbal aggressi...

Six Pints Down - The Broken Mind

Wander-Lust So Ice Bear does the same thing - as everybody does in such situations, viz., try to put logic .  Ice Bear wants to get over the one-sided feelings and maintain the crazy friendship intact. But he couldn't. The feeling just eats him away everyday.  Ice Bear (now a 25-year-old man) has his own needs and desires too. So he finds few ways to terminate his feelings: Goes on Tinder - no luck Tries to date a few - some luck Though the dates never convert due to Ice Bear's flaws of communication, excitement at initial level or for any other reason, but Ice Bear did intensely make out with another girl once. It was awesome .  However, it was only to realise that lust is temporary and that love and sex are two entirely different entities and they can act as catalyst for each other, only if so it happens like that way.   So Ice Bear is back to square one of the gloomy days which have been with him for a better half of the year now!...

Three Pints Down - The Broken Bear

Let it be a negative post. Just let it be. Sometimes it is good to learn about something negative than going only for inspirational or positive stories. It teaches a lot. This story which I am going to share is about a young man constantly seeking for his needs, but failing to do so, or worse, has learnt to compromise with what comes his way. This man - do we need to name him? Let's name him Ice Bear . ( Ice Bear is a fictional, animated character from a cartoon show) Everybody says Ice Bear has the potential to do great in whatever he does. However, Ice Bear has been an average Indian boy so far - be it academics, his hobbies, interests, and what not. Coming to his social life, he enjoys a good relation with his family and friends and is admired for his humour, happy-go-lucky attitude, yet for being a caring, responsible bear at the end of the day. What more? Ice Bear recently landed in his first formal job after all the usual joblessness post engineering and...

Rejections

Doesn't have the courage to take anymore The body gets colder with each drop of tear coming out. The mind just thinks if it's greed, if it's lust to ask for more. But the heart says you deserve that 'more'. That love, that warmth which only you could imagine. A place far away where nobody's around. A place where only you two would lie on the ground. A place cold enough. A place quiet enough. A place to make love. And none of you talk! It's just the connect. A place where you could be - just the way you are; but this time in sync. And the mind still wonders - "is there someone who could imagine the same?" - Aditya Turaga